Just sick

Today was not a good day. I lost some of the water weight, but I had crazy food cravings. Ones that brought me back to what I liked to eat as a child. I had to take my anti-nausea a few times today. I am sad and I hate that I have to go through this. End of story. I am over it. I want my little life back. The one that I got to worry about all the silly little things. Like if there was a slow idiot in front of me in the car. I used to honk and get pissed. Now, I just slow down. Just slow down Heather. Its going to be alright. Everything is going to work out the way its supposed to. Maybe not the way I thought, but that is part of the beauty.