To use or not to use

Since the use of steroids seems to be what is causing all my ill affects I had a bright idea to not take them this time. My Onc said, "ok..but here are some suppositories just in case you can't keep anything down." I left his office excited that I wasn't going to be so sick, so swollen, and so sleep deprived shoving my face of unknown foods at all hours of the morning. chemo went okay yesterday and last night I fell asleep with the aid of a new sleep aid. I acutally slept until 5 am. Wonderful. Today, i was up sick as a dog. D and I are on this chemo alone and so he woke up and made me an incredible omelet and then we went back to sleep. I woke up nauseaous and have been all day. Its like having the flu without blowing chunks. I am a puker and always look forward to feeling better afterwards. With all the anti-puke drugs they don't let me ever puke so I just have walked around feeling sick. I just got back from the doctors and they gave me a bunch of IV anti-nauseau stuff and my little WBC count booster so that I can fight off infections better. I actually feel about 50 % better. I'm going to go..just a little update