Alone, hurt, and scared

Well, I called my Onc he said to come into the ER. I guess the Onc and cardio on call will meet me here at some point tonight. My onc is reluctant to give me a diruretic pill because he's not sure my heart can handle it. That's what these doc's need to figure out tonight. D isn't here. He didn't even offer to come. He has dinner plans. I feel hurt.